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4月22日

期待卻怕受傷害

上個星期六去考了usm的attitude test
其實是很沒有意義的考試
因爲它並不會影響錄取的成績
其實很希望能申請到usm的forensic science
 
可是同時的
我卻不是很想去usm
因爲説穿了usm是政府大學
設備還有其他的都好不到哪裏去
而且再加上
我看過了宿舍的照片后
我真得很不想去
那地方怎麽能住人啊
天啊
 
可是在另一方面
我自己有很想去那邊讀forensic science
我很矛盾,對吧
 
很想能快點去讀書
習慣了讀書上課的節奏
突然停了下來
還真是不習慣阿

 
(題外話)
那天很難得
他會msn我
我還以爲他終于想起要關心我這個“老朋友”
沒想到
卻是來問無關痛癢的問題
 
心淡啊
原來他那時候說的
真的不是沖口而出的
“我連我身邊的朋友都沒說了,怎麽可能會告訴你呢?”
對阿,怎麽可能呢
 
原來
我是這麽可有可無的朋友
真是感謝你
因爲我一直以爲
我是你的好朋友
 
對你,我很失望
傷害已經造成
你的對不起我不需要
你這種朋友
我承擔不起
2月10日

你看到我了嗎?

今天,

看到了你。

你有看到我嗎?

雖然我想和你打招呼,

可是我不敢。

你看到我了嗎?我那眼中的期許……

我想,你沒看到吧。

沒關係。

反正我已經被你忽略了很久……

feizhuliu(3)

Life

What is done is done;

What is passed is passed,

So do our life.

Life can’t be like the internet web pages,

If it come out with the content that are not arranged properly, you can reload it and let it be replaced with the way it should be.

But life is different, once the thing is done and over,

Nothing you can do to make it different.

You can only make it better,but there’s no chance to change it.

Life is cruel, but we still have to live.

Face it and overcome it, or run away from it;

It’s all depends on us.

Don’t say how good will it be if I can do that again;

We should say what can we do, so that it will be a better tomorrow.

But how many people will have this kind of thinking?

Well, if they have, but how many people will do it?

People always said there’s something called fate,

But how could they forget there’s something called effort?

As long as we’re living, effort should be giving out.

Life is for us to live, not to waste.

12月22日

Real Disaster

This time
The real disaster is here
My result is so damn low in marks
"Stab me, I wanna die now"
This is the personal message in my msn
And this is what I exactly want to say
After I know my result
74.15, this is what I got
For ten months effort
And what I got as a return from my sis is - money wasted
Well,
Nothing I can say now
If you really think so
So,
I think I have to accept the reality
ad find a way out.
But what really surprise me
Is that my biology's marks is higher than my physics and chemistry
So amazing!
By the way,
I'm condering to go study at monash kl
But the problem is
They don offer the course I want
So,
Do I have to accept it and give up what I want at first?
Got a song really suit the situation now
"I'm Alive" by Becca
Try to listen to the lyrics,
then you'll understand.
 

 

Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
I'm so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall but,

I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my life, I'm Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
When I'm having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.

I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my life, I'm Alive!

When I'm bored to death at home,
When he wont pick up the phone,
When I'm stuck in second place,
Those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
Theres no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.

I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my life, ohhhh!

I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my life,
I'll live my life,
I'm Alive!

12月19日

生日密碼

7月2日     缺乏條理的潛意識
宮位:巨蟹座9º-11º
巨蟹座一
本位的水像
  
    7月2日出生的人,就像所有情感豐富的人一樣,總是能夠受並接納他人的情緒。他們多半有兩種典型,一種會隱藏情感,另一型則是將它激烈地表現出來。所以如果是壓抑型的人,應該學習放松;而外放型的人,則應該設法緩和他們豐沛的情緒狂潮。
    這一天出生的人多半缺乏自信,懷疑自己的能力。但是別人可能不會感受到這種不安全感,因為他們大都有所成就。這一天出生的人之所以會隱藏情緒,主要是因為他們不希望成為別人的負擔。對他們而言,設法解除自我的疑惑可能是私人的大事,而且多半不會向外尋求援助。
    7月2日出生的人過著一種想像力非常豐富的生活,隻可惜他們大部分將這類的活動視為一場潛意識的白日夢,從來不把它們看做是具有建設性的活動。但是如果想真正地了解自我,關鍵就在於正視自己潛意識的幻想對情緒以及自我形像的影響。換言之,他們應該設法讓自己的意識與潛意識交朋友、認識彼此。這一類的自我檢視需要花費時間和精神,但是這一天出生的人,卻往往寧可將時間花在其他無關緊要的生活瑣事上。如果他們願意將時間投資於自我發展,便會在健康與工作上百尺竿頭、更進一步,甚至將整個生活改頭換面!的確,他們在社交方面的成功,多半是因為能將想像世界志現實世界做完美的結合。
    這一天出生的人的伴侶,在這認識內在自我的過程中扮演重要的激勵角色。這此後人的情緒是如此地豐沛與深刻,實在值得加以激發、誘導;但是他們也非常敏感,對衝突、控訴或是責怪之類的感覺容易反應過度。正因為敏感,他們必須卸下自己的防護甲冑,而不是讓人刺穿,不過這的確需要無比的耐心與自我了解。
    至於外放型的人,他們的好意可能會因為過度情緒化的表現而被人誤解,結果變得無所適從。這類型的人可能無法處理他人侵略性的行為,一旦遭遇衝突事體,他們雖然有時會立刻反彈,但多半是采取退縮。其實如果他們學會如何平衡情緒和想像世界,就能散發出穩健的氣質,同時深受別人的喜愛。
幸運數字和守護星
    7月2日出生的人受數字2與月亮的影響。這些具有數字2特質的人,多半是很好的合作對像和伙伴,卻不是好的領導者。這種被動的特質,特別可以在內向型的人的身上看到;但是對於外向型的人來說,被動的傾向卻是他們個原始動機或行為的煞車皮,因此常會讓他們感到挫折不已。這種情況更因為月亮(巨蟹座的主宰行星的)的影響,而使他們呈現深思熟慮和被動的傾向。這種月亮和數字2的特質經常可以在家中第二個孩子的身上看到--這些孩子多半會對年長的兄姊言聽計從。
健康
    這天出生的人外向型的人,多半有點歇斯底裡,容易出現焦躁和憂慮的情緒。內向型的人則多半因為壓抑情緒而罹患慢性疾病。他們都必須小藥物方面的引誘,一個不留神很可能會作出具傷害性的行為。對這一天出生的人而言,關愛的表達不論是生理或精神層面,都對他們的健康影響至深。一個冷靜、了解和有耐心的伴侶對他們可能助益良多,特別是能冷靜安撫他們情緒的人。同時也大力建議他們從事適當的運動,建立規律、謹慎的飲食習慣。
建議
    和你的想像世界連線,檢視它是如何和你的情緒本質相違背,並且利用它來解決情緒上的問題。平衡內在與外在的世界設法有效地滿足他人的需求。
名 人
    赫塞(Hermann Hesse)德國小說家、詩人,以優美抒情的筆法,刻畫人類內心深處對知性與靈魂的追求,著有《流浪者之歌》、《荒野之狼》、《旁徨少年時》等經典鉅作,於1946年榮獲諾貝爾文學獎。
    蘇聯微生物學家沃克斯曼(Selman Abraham Waksman),在作土壤研究時發現抗生素。
    菲律賓獨裁者馬克斯總統的妻子伊美黛馬克斯(Imelda Marcos),前“馬尼拉小姐”,也曾出馬角逐總統寶座,不過慘敗。
    貝帝(Richard Lee Betty)有“理查王”之稱,是賽車界的傳奇,七屆代頓拿500哩大賽的冠軍得主,七屆全國汽車比賽協會冠軍,是第一個贏得百萬美元的賽車選手。
    著名模特兒潔芮霍爾(Jerry Hall),是滾石合唱團主唱米基傑格(Mick Jagger)的妻子。
    德國敘事詩和抒情詩詩人克洛普史托克(Frederick Theophilus Klopstock),以三首詩作《救世主》揚名文壇,這三首詩作並被譯成17種語言。
塔羅牌
    大秘儀塔羅牌的第2張是“女祭師”,她坐在寶座上,看來自平靜,有些高深莫測。她擁有靈性,可以讓隱藏的力量和秘密顯現,進而給予人們這些知識。所以當牌面正立時顯示的是寧靜、直覺、含蓄以及謹慎。當牌面倒立時則表示詭秘、猜疑、冷漠和遲緩。
靜思語
    我們的影子不是用來嚇自己的,而是幫助我們更了解自我。
優點
    想像力豐富、負責任、有趣。
缺點
    缺乏安全感、容易焦慮。

p/s:如果你想要你的生日密碼,可以告訴我哦!我可以e-mail給你~
12月18日

What the hell he was thinking?

I really can't understand
Why he is so stubborn about this
Sis already told him that not to worry about that
And I also agree that I can delay
So what's the point he still want to borrow from other people?
Even though I study here
The tution fee is still very high
There is no difference between that!
And the fact is: we still need to pay!
No matter where I go, there is still fees we need to pay
So,
What's the big deal to let me delay?
And I really want to go to Australia
So I don't mind to wait
Even I need to wait for one year
So can he use his brain to think?
Think!

Feel so kns about this.
12月13日

Will I Get The Thing I Want?

Yesterday when I was checking my email,
I found that I'm accepted by Monash
It is conditional accept
And they're offering me Bachelor of Science
 
Don'y know when i'll get offer from other universities I've applied
But I really hope
All the universities I've applied
Will reply me
With good news
And most importantly
I can reply one of them
With good news-accept the offer
Not reject the offer

So
Will I get it?

Really doubt it now
12月8日

海角七號讚啦!藍波老師讚啦!

那天看了金馬獎

很開心海角七號受到肯定

拿了滿多獎

不過很可惜茂伯沒有拿到最佳新演員

他那句:“我是國寶咧!”

超經典的!!!

哇哈哈

昨天去看了舞蹈成果展2008

主辦單位邀請了臺灣的藍波老師

他超讚的啦!

舞蹈是不用説的啦,已經是一種厲害的程度

再加上他很幽默……

哇,讚啦藍波老師!

DSC00790

這就是這次活動的小冊子

是藍波老師哦~!

入場的時候,

工作人員在我們的手上蓋章

蓋章是we love dance噢!

 

DSC00792那場活動真的很好看

超棒的

希望明年還有

大家加油——就像我朋友在臺上講的

12月6日

The best song ever!

Although this is not a very new song but I think this song can last forever because it is really really nice.

Maybe you don’t know who are they,

but believe me,

you will like their song.

 

This is the song call 頻率,

the music video here is not the original video,

this music video is made based on their live concert in Taiwan.

I love this song, hope that you will like it too.

They are 蘇打綠, please remember their name. XD

12月5日

What happen to my emoticons?!

I just update my windows live messenger beta but there’s a problem.

The problem is that my emoticons will not come out when I type my message!

I tried to click on the emoticons from my list,

but after I press enter and send the message,

my emoticons disappear and there’s only words left.

Oh my god! =’o’=

What happen with my emoticons?

I need help!!!!

By the way,

I like the previous windows live messenger I used.

Don’t really like the beta version.

Anyhow,

hope that my problem can be solved as quick as possible.

12月4日

Jokes

Here's some jokes for you!
Cheer up my friends!
 
1. Losing all your friends 
Man comes home and finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend and kills him.
Wife says 'If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends.'

2. Brother wanted
 
A small boy wrote to Santa Claus,'send me a brother'....
Santa wrote back, 'SEND ME YOUR MOTHER'....


3. Meaning of WIFE
 
Husband asks, 'Do you know the meaning of WIFE? It means 'Without Information Fighting Everytime'!'
Wife replies, 'No, it means 'With Idiot For Ever'!!!'


4. Importance of a period
 
Teacher: 'Do you know the importance of a period?'
Kid: 'Yeah, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted, dad got a heart attack & our driver ran away.'


5. Confident vs. confidential
 
A young boy asks his Dad, 'What is the difference between confident and confidential?'
Dad says, 'You are my son, I'm confident about that. Your friend over there, is also my son, that's confidential! ' 

6. Anger management?
 
Husband: 'When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger?'
Wife: 'I clean the toilet.' 
Husband: 'How does that help?' 
Wife: 'I use your toothbrush .'

Money please come to me

Dear money,
If you really can hear me, please,
come to me.
I need you.
I love you till the end of the day.
 
Haha.
Sounds like a love letter right?
But I believe this is what many people feel and wanna say
As the economic of the world is not so good,
many people got unemployed.
Therefore,
I believe that many people will be very happy if they got a lot of money at this moment.
 
Christmas is coming
but there will be no snow in my country
and the weather is so damn hot
gosh!
How I wish the weather can be colder
At least not so hot
Argh~

who said that the world will be evergreen?
I really doubt that!
12月3日

Wallace and Gromit

Wallace and Gromit,
I believe that most of the people knows about this cartoon.

There's a character I love the most in the cartoon.
It is not Wallace or Gromit (however I still like them),
it is Shaun the sheep.
It looks really cute (for me).
You can try to go to the website to see how cute is it!!!
Haha. It is www.shaunthesheep.com

12月2日

Fear and hope

If you ask me what i fear of,
i would tell you,
i scared of being penniless
and most important thing is,
i really scared of butterflies!

Don't ask me why i scared of these little beautiful creatures.
By the way,
I don't think they look beautiful for some of the butterflies.

Last week,
I screamed at my house frontyard,
just because a butterfly fly towards me.
It maybe sounds like nothing for you,
but for me,
that's really a big deal!
If you try to scare me to death,
you can try to bring me to a place which is full of butterflies.
You will see me screaming and runing like a mad woman.
But first of all,
I'll try to kill you first.
Haha Wink

Really look forward for the time when I can get into the university I want.
Hope that i can get what i want.
Lets pray to the God in ours heart.
I believe God will bless us.
But He will not help us, if we are not worth it.
So, hope that I will be the one that the God will bless and help.
Hehe Angel

Oh ya,
I got my contact lens last week.
Feel ok with it.
Thought it will be hard for me to use,
but surprisingly,
it works really well with my finger.
Wahaha =^o^=
Thanks Amy for teaching me how to "torture" my dear contact lens. (clap clap)

I think i'll try to write more here.
Because I just realise that i really need to keep on writing in english,
as my class had ended and I don't really have much opportunity to write in english from now on.
Anyway, I also need to brush up my english so that my english won't become "broken" as what had happened to my malay.
My malay is really "broken" now.
If you want me to quarrel with you using Malay,
I have to say sorry to you,
my Malay is not so fluent as before. (cry—)
=.=|||

Haix.
That's all for today—

A boring and dull day.
11月25日

words

sometimes, feeling cant be cribe by words
because ,
not every feeling
you can find a word or even a phrase,
to describe it
and let others understand how is you feeling, and what  did you felt
 
words can be  a tool,
used to express our feeling
but what if we can't use words to express feeling?
 
words can be magically useful
but it can also let us feel miserable
useful and usless,
only show the difference
when you try to look at it
at a different angle
 
 
4月17日

Talking about YouTube - Abingdon Boys School INNOCENT SORROW PV

 

Quote

YouTube - Abingdon Boys School INNOCENT SORROW PV
  

 

this is a very nice song! i like it so much!

2月22日

谈照片风波

昨天看了娱乐新闻,知道陈冠希将永远退出香港演艺圈,觉得很震撼。

毕竟我觉得并没有这种必要。

虽然他是算有错,但个人的隐私并不应该跟工作扯上关系吧?

就好像hollywood,

有艺人虽然吸毒,但戒毒后还是可以继续他们的演艺生涯。

你可能觉得吸毒并没有这事件那么严重,

但如果认真的想一想,其实两件事都一样严重。

只是这件事被炒得太大,所以看起来很严重。

但如果他不是艺人,可能很多人都会一笑置之,

搞不好讨论个两三天就没有人再提起了,

更何况照片是他私人的,就算放上网你也不代表有权利去看。

事实上也不只有他一个人拍这种照片,

还有很多人也有拍。

所以,

此事并没有我们想象中严重,

只是我们把事情放大来看而已。

考试

刚刚拿到了physics test 的试卷

幸好啊~不是太烂~

至少该对的(我会的)有对,我就开心了

哈哈~

下次要更努力的说~

毕竟我是靠今年的分数考大学的啊~

总不能死得太难看吧~

看开是好滴~

有时候真的不明白她,

这种事真的有那么重要吗?

这只是一件每个人都会经过的事,

她需要反应那么大吗?

而且这也不是第一次了,

她不可以学会看开点哦?

有时侯看她这样我都觉得很辛苦,

这样过活不会快乐咯~

她应该对任何事情或人都看开点~

做人太紧张对身体不好啊~

哈哈~

2月21日

电视~

最近爱上了"交响情人梦"~

玉木宏是帅的说~好像王子哦~

而且戏里有很多交响乐,超好听的说~

喜欢里面的情境,让我很有感觉...

除了这部戏,我也很喜欢"D.GRAY-MAN"~

是日本动画片~主角很好看~

不过本人比较喜欢其中的配角-长蓝头发的exorcist~

有看的人应该知道我指的是谁~

酷的说~跟主角的气质完全不一样~

各位有空可以去看看~

如果没记错,这个星期已经是第70集了~

好期待哦!